Drugs
'Cause I had the best of the worst sides And I had these lungs And I had too many flash fires That I just let them burn 'Till my chest is on fire And my head just won't die I guess I'm lying 'cause I wanna I guess I'm lying 'cause I don't 'Cause I just feel so tired Like it's move or slowly die You say, "You ain't you when you're like this This ain't you and you know it" But ain't that just the point? You don't know how to let go Who said this must be all or nothing? But I'm still caught below, and I'll never let you know No, I can't tell you nothing 'Cause I'm a fucking mess sometimes But still I could always be Whatever you wanted But not what you needed Especially when you been needing me 'Cause I'm a fucking mess sometimes And I'll say what I don't mean Just 'cause I wanted Or maybe I need it Swear lying's the only rush I need 'Cause all I needed was some words to...
